[yapc] Nobody Is A Good Speaker When they Start
admin at yapcna.org
Wed Feb 8 01:00:03 PST 2012
>From guest posterÂ brian_d_foy:
I speak at many Perl events, from casual Perl mongers meetings to the big
conferences. Iâve even been in front of a big room at Comdex and WWDC.
Thatâs over a long career of speaking that built up to those big events. As
conference season approaches, you have a chance to stand in front of a bunch of
people and say whatever you like. Youâre probably nervous about that, maybe
even terrified. I want to you to tame that terror. Itâs not going to
disappear, but you can learn to control it.
You might think that youâre not a good speaker. Well, you arenât now, but
Muhammad Ali, a great boxer and a better speaker, wasnât the world champion
boxer league he started either. Darth Vader was a lowly slave boy before he
almost ruled the galaxy. Shakespeare was a short order cook in high school.
Chuck Norris was probably always Chuck Norris, though.
Do you think youâre a good programmer? Were you a good programmer five years
ago? Are you embarrassed to look at your first CPAN uploads? Iâm embarrassed
to look at mine. Speaking is the same thing. You jump in and do it, and the
more you do it the better youâll get. You think about the next talk, not the
One very notable Perl speaker I know has stage fright so bad he doesnât come
out of his room until he has to give his talk, but you wouldnât know it from
being at his talk, which appears effortless. Another popular speaker, Damian
Conway, was actually yanked off stage by a big hook on his first try, and now
look at him at the top of the list of Perl speaking talent. Okay, the part
about the hook isnât true, but it could be. I like to think itâs true
because even though Iâm not in his league as a speaker, I want to remember
heâs a real person who has achieved that level of performance through
experience and hard work. Despite what anyone told you, he really is from this
planet. Australia exists. Itâs a real place, and itâs right here on Earth.
Damian spends quite a bit of time before a talk isolating himself in his room
to rehearse, and it doesnât show, which is the ironic point of it all. It
looks like heâs just naturally fantastic.
People deal with the attention and isolation of being on stage in different
ways, and one person might have a variety of ways of dealing with different
situations. A user group meeting can be much more informal with significant
audience participation, but a huge event might have you standing 50 feet away
from the front row which you canât see because of the spotlights. Shorter
talks are tougher than longer ones because you have less time to waste. Each of
us can cope with our personal insecurities about speaking because weâve spoke
a lot. I know that Iâm going to be nervous directly up the point where I
literally make the first sound, which is almost always âOk, letâs get
startedâ, the throw away phrase I use to give people the chance to STFU
before I really start speaking. I know that all that anxiety is going to
disappear the second I make that first sound.
Your fear is mostly about the consequences of your talk. People might hate you,
realize youâre a fraud, tweet negative reviews, or stop contributing to your
module. You might say something stupid, and people will know itâs stupid.
Hereâs the deal: you are going to say something stupid. Thatâs just the way
it goes. Iâve never countedâmaybe the audience hasâbut I figure I say one
incredibly stupid thing every five minutes. Iâve said incredibly incorrect
things about a module when the author was in the room. I once gave a three hour
Learning Perl tutorial where Larry Wall, Randal Schwartz, and Allison Randal
were a third of the audience. Imagine lecturing the Pope on Catholicism. They
were very nice about it. I forgot what the -w switch did during one Perl
tutorial while I was explaining -a and -F, which I did remember. During one of
my earlier talks on Perl 6, Audrey Tang asked to look at my slides 10 minutes
before I was to start speaking, and she started changing them right on the
spot. Damian and Larry were in that talk which Audrey should have received an
author half-credit. The other half I needed to correct on stage as Damian would
call out âWe just changed that this morningâ. Almost nothing I had said was
currently right, even if most of it was right when I wrote the talk. Iâve
spoken in rooms where only a couple of people spoke english, and it was still
terrifying even though almost no one would have known if I said something
stupid. But, here you are reading what Iâve written and maybe even planning
to go to my Zero to Perl class, CPAN See One, Do One, Teach One workshop, or
Advanced Modulinos talk. For all the stupid things Iâve said and done, people
still show up for my talks. Some of them even like them.
So, how can you go from where you are now, a potential YAPC speaker, to being
an experienced YAPC speaker, and eventually a decent speaker? Start small. If
you talk to actors, comics, musicians, and other people who have to overcome
the same fears, youâll probably find out that not only did they start off
smallâschool plays, community theater, small clubsâbut they still start
start out small. They go small in a couple of waysâtime on stage and audience
size. No matter how poorly you might perform, if you only have to do five
minutes, you know the embarrassment wonât last for long. It might seem
forever when things are going poorly, but you probably canât fathom 55
minutes. Along with that, you risk less if you make a fool of yourself in front
of a room of 10 people. Even top-shelf comics work out new bits in small sets
in front of small crowds.
Write out a talk that you donât plan on giving. The very act of preparing
your talk is more important than giving it, at this stage. Thinking about you
had to explain everything makes you think about those things. You wire up
different groups of neurons by using different parts of your brain to think
about things the rest of your brain might already know. Itâs one of the
reasons we have exercises in Learning Perl. You think you understand what we
write until you actually have to use it. Itâs the same with communication.
You think you understand it until you have to explain it to someone else.
Move on to work colleagues at lunch time talks. Public (well, private for your
company) speaking is a good skill to have and that your manager should be
encouraging. Your ability to effectively communicate makes you a better team
worker. Your co-workers already know how much of an idiot you are, so thereâs
not much to lose. Start with a 5 minute talk about what your team is doing. Do
that several times over several months. Each time should be less scary.
When you are almost comfortable with the short internal talks, move on to the
local Perl mongers group, or a similar user group with short talks. Itâs a
slightly larger crowd, mixes in some people who donât know you, but is still
casual and low stakes. But, donât wait until you think youâre ready to move
on. You donât need to be completely comfortable speaking in front of your
work colleagues to move on; you just have to not be terrified. The next step is
always going to be terrifying.
>From there, you can work on lengthening your talks. It actually gets a bit
easier to do longer talks because you are less concerned with finishing on
time. You have a lot more wiggle room. You have some skill and experience now,
so the things that you thought were difficult before shouldnât terrify you
now. Different things will scare you. Donât worry. Thereâs always a new set
of scary things.
Once you are almost comfortable with your local user group and longer talks,
you have a progression events from the small Perl workshops to the large YAPC.
When I was talking with Nat Torkington about this as we hiked in Colorado, he
called this âfailing at bigger and bigger thingsâ. Youâre always moving
on to the next level of failure. Itâs not that youâre going to fail, but
that you are always on to the next challenge. The stuff that you think you
failed at before become the things that you can do much easier now.
There it is. YAPC::NA is in June. Thereâs plenty of time to start small and
show up at YAPC with a lightning talk or a short, 20 minute session. Give
yourself the end goal right away though; submit_your_talk_today.
[From the YAPC::NA_Blog.]
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